Lunch post! Yummy.

This is probably going to be a touch uncharacteristic, considering the last couple of posts were about little wedges of my life. But in preparation for marvel versus capcom three (I am a huge gamer) I am playing a lot more street fighter and thinking about investing in the previous installment of the crossover series, just to brush up on my skills. Even though I enjoy playing fighting games, my execution – when it comes to performing moves and combos – is rather poor. I want to better it before I become seriously competitive and even attempt to jump in the ring with the big names.

Now, on to the flawed humanity! Right now, I am on break from work. I got a couple of hours in between shifts which I am using to just relax and prepare myself for the dinner service ahead. Everyone at my job somehow heard about me putting in my two weeks notice (which I haven't actually done yet, but I don't mind the rumor) and keep asking me about it. I've been confirming their suspicions all day and indicating that 'yes, I am going to leave' though I haven't even decided when yet. But I certainly do know why, which I've illustrated in a previous post.

Also, today, during lunch, I came to a startling revelation. Did the girl just use me yesterday? Did she only want to hang out with me because I was a person and she was tired of being alone, or did she actually want to see me? At the time, I was blind to the situation, since I was really excited to see her...but now that I look back on it, I wonder if I just got played for a fool. I know her well enough (or at least I think I do) to know that she's more genuine that how I am making her seem, but we're all human. We all do things we wish we hadn't done and we're bound to deceive someone at some point, that's who and what we are.

I want to ask her if she actually did want to see me. But I think I already know the answer. After all, she did greet me with gifts – some of the crafts she had been making all day. But I don't know, I guess. I'm confused by her and myself. But yea, I gotta get back to work. I'll hopefully put out another, smaller, post tonight. Later.